Eej.Dougie

During my high school days there was Xanga.com. I am not to familiar of what blogging really is, but have somewhat of an idea what it could be. Is it something for me to put on the internet so that everyone could know what’s going on in my life? Sounds to me like a public diary and everyone has the password to reading it. But I am not doing this for the world’s entertainment, I am doing this for me. There are only so many who could understand what i am going through, and very few who can actually give advice to which direction i must head to. Sounds like another sad story coming up, dont get me wrong not everything is all drama, but I’m sure that’s what the audience would love to hear about.. this world is full of negativity and doubt, it just seems so much easier to feel depressed than to feel happy. To me depression is easier to feel because it comes out of the blue and so randomly, where happiness is something you have to work for. That’s just me thinking… Judge all you want, your input is greatly appreciated.. I’m not gonna lie but before i could even type in my first words I thought to myself, “What kind of words of can i put on here to make myself sound educated?” that’s just for a moment, but why am i lying to myself? I know that the highest level of education that i have is a high school diploma, I know that i didn’t take my education seriously, I know that my lack of knowledge hinders me from whats out there, I know that my ignorance has obscured my vision to broad range of vocabulary, but I also know that as long as i am breathing it is never to late to learn.. I am open to criticism, and I am not afraid to admit fault. I can learn from my mistakes, but i would love to not make them. Knowledge is power, I am always willing to feed it the nutrients that it needs.

so hows that for my first blog?? be advise that i am new to this so dont hate :)