Hafa adai, i na'an-hu si Edwardjohn Fejeran
(Hello, My name is Edwardjohn Fejeran)

but you can call me EJ, Eej, Ed, Eddie, or even Mr. Awesome.

 

Half awake, half asleep

tomorrow is the big day, well technically today considering the fact that its already almost 3 in the morning. What am I doing up so late knowing that I need a lot of rest for this upcoming event that’s about to take place. Is it nervousness, or anxiety? I am in a stir of emotions right now and I cant make up my mind. This why I need my remedy for this enigma, which I am for to baffled to solve its perplexity. But one day I would no longer add salt to the wound. Oh how I wish that I could have a lobotomy and just remove the part of feeling empty and lonely. My mind is conscious, and my body rests.. or vise versa. needless to say, I need to sleep soon.